written in retrospect:
 
i was off for 2 days, thank goodness! i needed a decent rest. i attended our payday party last wednesday. it was an amazing night out, but regreted it aferwards. the body pains, headaches, soretroat… all in all, the feeling of rubbishness all at once. havent felt this for years… i mean long time ago [...]

Elizabeth made a vow never to marry a man. She maried the country. Forget boys, keep you eye on the prize. you cant make people love you. But you can make them fear you.—Blair Waldorf
 
btw, this dress i think is marchesa
 
XOXO

Recently Topshop made an account at Facebook, so I become a fan and wrote on the Topshop Facebook wall. This are exactly my words, which is quite horrible and im regreting it. Hope Peter will not find it, well if he does im sure he will understand and compromise to agree to me to visit London Oxford [...]

mum,
have you recieved your birthday balloon? its got a little messege with it.  i let it go in irish sea it went so very high up. i watched it for about 5 minutes untill it disappered.
i know you where there sat with me at the promenade. i know you know everything.
see you in my dreams
love,
your most [...]

… a letter to my mom.
i dont say this much to you, actually… we dont say these things much… i love you. i guess we are not those typical family. all we know is we love each other so dearly, but we just dont say it loud.
thank you mother for giving me a very good childhood… thinking about [...]